I do value Beauty

But I think even beauty can be over-rated.
I've already been through the whole high school drama of beauty and personality. It isn't really fresh to me.
I laughed at Jordan Knight though. I think it is his way of keeping his pride or sense of reason in his manliness.
I would say my perspective is different in our past that I felt more ganged up on by my past friends who are now my enemies. He never knew me at all. He did it for them. He did it for the crowd. His present compliment is his way of saying: "It is still your fault that I denied you in the past."
I'm simply not the type that likes to live to prove people wrong or play fetch at a challenge. I really did recently do a Free Willy for Dane. It is my way of expressing love for him. I still say he really didn't know me at all before. I would argue that when I first encountered him, he was probably more set on working for and impressing someone else. It has been a complicated drama and story throughout time. Could call it another pride and prejudice person.
I think some may be sincere in saying I'm unattractive or ugly. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and I know there are other people who are attracted. I question if calling me ugly is really a reverse psychology to get me to march the cat walk and be a stripper. Ha! No. I won't do that.

Presently, I don't want to worry too much about the past. If there are some words or connections that are still in the way or somehow effecting my life in the present, I would want to deal with it so I can have the best present state of time I'm in. I hate feeling underestimated and condescended by some. I'm sick of the childish tormenting games of it all. I'm sick of no breathing room. I know what makes me angry and I think that my present state of time shouldn't be made out to be harder than what it is.