Music appreciation is part of my personality. I've always loved music. What average person doesn't?
Anyway, I have more discussion concerning some songs. Lady Gaga's newest and most recently popular song is "Born this Way." I don't like the song for religious reasons. I'm not really afraid of scientologists for who they are. I fear scientologists for the potential of being a modern day Hitler who has a different reason. Maybe not an exact Hitler, but a control freak of some sort. I know it is art and she is making art and a story with her imagination, but I really am disturbed by the story at the beginning.
Besides some people being born naturally with abnormalities or different characteristics, she moreso sings about an unnatural birth. I have heard that there is a such thing a some kind of altered genetic birth. I havn't done a whole lot of research as to how far some people go with it. I believe people have the potential to go pretty far. But even if a parent does go far, is it really fair to still be judgemental of a person for being born? Of course not. Natural or scientific people should not have to be cursed or hated for being born and breathing the same air as other people.
I saw one sign today: "Girl's just want to have fun." Fuck that. Be cute all you want; I know my personal truth and what I have lived through. I'm not even answering to them or will explain myself, but I look at them as ignorant spoiled brats who I hope share serious responsibility of China's or some other countries debt. People really need to be a better judge of character. Back to what I said about people being more mindful.
Back on the subject. Lady Gaga. Here is the song I'm sure most have seen by now of what I've talked about.
I really like this song. If there is a close match of harmony, this song would be a better match in dependable times. No, our stories don't match. I'm still my own snowflake, but I definitely get this song. Other times, depending on what the entire circumstance is, I can have a different heart.
This is my present song of harmony. I hate that I cry like a man. I'm going through something major right now. I've already cried this song before. I'm just upset that I have to cry my heart out again and can't find some other kind of solution or problem solve. I don't know how other people completely feel emotionally, but it breaks my heart to have to be this way right now. My heart is really breaking. I have a love for Dane that is hard to describe. I've also lived in confusion for a long time with effort made to settle my mind. I feel like such a fool to share my emotions like this. I feel cheesy. I've been feeling awkard. I know its not part of who I am, but it is how I have to be because I have serious issues with communication and a list of other things.
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