Dear Anderson

Right now, you are one of the closest people that are capable of making a connection with me although you are associated with people I seriously have issues with. You have made a couple of good scores recently and I don't understand why you would make some bad ones at the same time. I think in some ways you are just trying to have a sense of humor to calm all sides, but I remain tired of the entertainment industry.
I continue to burn to have a job.
Anyway, you may have already been informed of what is happening in my life. I will eventually talk more about the near future, but I will remain vague in conversing with the media over it. While I am still a dreamer and want happiness in my life, my mind is mostly set in a sincerely cynical way with relating to Beyonce's character in "Obsessed." No, I am not married or in a relationship. Just because I am single does not mean I deserve to be denied of human rights or that it would be wrong for me to fight for my boundaries and against feeling violated and invaded.
I have a long list of people I would relate to being my Ali Larter. Some people I am blind to. There are communists that I can't see. There are architects (Matrix reference) that I can't see. Aside from the communists and architects are the list of people I do have a strong belief that are responsible for the communism in my life.
It seems my anger in relation to relating to Beyonce in "Obsessed," has been around a long time. There are people I have already screamed and complained about over feeling violated and victimized with. I will say it again regardless of how many times I have been ignored or will continue to be ignored. There will probably be people that I will forget to mention. But there are people I have been serious with who sometimes really do still provoke me or desperately continue to make me victim to communistic control. Sometimes, they aren't as aggressive and are desperate in a different path to say that it is I who is the "psycho." They cannot handle the truth of their guilt and do not take any responsibility. I am a scapegoat in so many different ways. I have been left without a voice and wrongly lied about and assumed about on many occassions as well.
Anyway the names of Ali:
Denny Williamson
Erin Wyer
Maggie Bell
Cindy and the rest of the ACC teachers
My sister Katie- who is always desperately at war with me in so many dysfunctional and desperate ways. We are not always aggressive. She does not know how to take no for an answer. She wants to call me the control freak and deny what my voice really is.
Stacy Adams (who may have a different last name)
Jim (?)
The Kardashians
Dane Cook
Kate Hudson
The Today Show.-Although there have been some positive times we have; they still denied my personal boundaries. They will want to use the past times we shared with each other against me to say that I am willing and that they still deserve to invade and violate my boundaries after I have said no.
A list of capitalists that I can't see.
A list of communists that I can't see.
My aunt Lisa.
My grandmother.
It is hard to say with the rest of my extended family. I do not think they understand me as a person and I also think that they do not understand how to comprehend my neverending battle of ending "Obsessed."
It is distant and dysfunctional with my parents but they financially support me.