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Dane,

What you did yesterday had some meaning to it. It really did. Well, I guess CNN gets the most credit, but for you to share some support, I thought it was nice of you.
I hate how some people can misunderstand me with the entire picture of it all. I have hated the socialist system this entire time along with all of its rigs. With jobs, I have seriously hated the things people have gotten away with, choices made, and with the way people choose to take and manipulate my words. While you may not entirely be responsible for me not being able to have a job, I still have serious issues with how the socialism is set up. I will never be a slave. Even though you may get by now that I am a headstrong stubborn woman; it breaks my heart that people really would seriously let me die because I refuse to be a slave or feel inferior to another. There is a little pressure there with you if you really had a very serious consideration for me. But I think the biggest awakening of mine is that nobody really gives a shit or has even had any sense of who I really am and the real actions that I am taking.
I understand with what is supposed to be a literal job with a literal boss, that they are the boss. It is the extent of socialism and its rigs where I will always be forced to lose. I think if people had a better understanding of both boundaries and how to take me, life really shouldn't be too hard. I still have a strong hunch that there have been several workplaces that you are responsible for.
It isn't always workplaces that I feel hated and harassed. There is a larger picture to my world other than where I may be working at the time. I still hate that some people have the nerve to think I should have to have toleration for them and that what their real actions are will be manipulated into me being at fault for my own sort of "crime," because I should be guilty for not tolerating it.
Dane, while you constantly play games, confuse me, and seek to destroy me, I couldn't help but be a little more vulnerable with the little bit of breathing room/leeway you give me. This really is an instance where I really don't want to be bullshitted with anymore. I know you have your own Sufi group that is strong in mysticism. But right now, life is tough enough, and your mysticism and game playing over the issue is just going to add on with me feeling chronically fatigued. Maybe you want it that way. You have your own strategy of making me extremely tired and weary. Just don't. Not right now. I think there is so much where my mind is made up, I feel you are the one who needs to be real with me and say more about yourself or what you want. If you are wanting something, I just have nothing more to say or do.
I can't respect you in a private way yet. It is out there on Twitter.