Lots of random thoughts

At first, I thought Dane may have been wanting to make another smooth move. But what is it really? An accusation, that when some numbers are decoded, means that I am, "guilty." This is extremely immature. Not only do I seriously deal with sexual abuse, but a dumbass rich person gets to win "judge," with an immature karma battle. This is pathetic. I can't believe NY is being ridiculous like this. Well, actually I can.
Dane has given me the impression that he feels threatened by some people who will take me for my word and give me support, and the only reason that he backs down and is supportive for me, is his lying out of his fear to stay alive.
He is being a Russian in this article to say: "Yes, I still really hate you bitch." (and will probably plot with other wealthy people over some excuse to have me killed.) So, he is not a white knight, he is an immature, lying, dumbass making his own Gadaffi moves.
Oh, and I'm pissed of at Martin O Malley's immature move as well. What a hateful man to lie and trash my name like that. You'd think that an actual professional who really is a literal politician would be an actual professional, but he's just another lying dumbass Gadaffi rock thrower.

http://www.nytimes.com/2011/08/26/us/26priests.html?_r=1&smid=tw-nytimes&seid=auto

Besides his Gadaffi move, Dane has played other mind games where he is seducing me. I hate him. I want to kick him. I also think he wants to manipulate me with someone else because I don't give him the attention he demands. He thinks I will either beg or let go because there is once again another woman available to meet needs that I won't yet meet. There is no such thing as getting over it time or any sort of explanation or apology in his world. It sometimes leaves me confused. He comes around the time that I feel most in the desert and most vulnerable where it is a piece of cake for him. He just doesn't care enough to not make things worse. I hate him and I have a hard time dealing with his asshole sometimes. I hate him.

Danica Patrick? Maybe it is the way I am coming across with CNN for the "marketing." I don't know. It is another foodstamp/doll that really doesn't mean as much for me as it does to other commies. I make no money. I'm still unemployed. I'm the one who feels taken advantage of. So the flattery, it just doesn't buy me, even though there is some kind compliments given.

I'm still on edge with getting a job.

I'm still anorexic to a lot of things.

I feel I have been ignoring Maggie for awhile now. I also have a guess that she isn't taking a hint or will not stop stalking me. I meant what I said when I disowned the friendship and don't want to be friends anymore. I meant what I said when I think she is another commie who somehow gets the entitlement to fuck around in the socialist tyranny and communism that I have yet to rid. She needs to take no for an answer. My mind has not changed.

As for the sexual abuse, there still is someone that I really want to murder, or someone to murder them for me. I think it is an ATK interrogator who thinks "they are doing their job." It is Sexual abuse and I want them dead.