Dear CNN

I really do appreciate what you have been doing recently for me. The Gadaffi news and the reporter you made out of me. While it of course feels unsafe to be appreciative and may sound provoking, I just have to write thank you letters while I can.
I have been observant of some feedback today and unfortunately it is not going too well. The Gadaffi reporting does really match how I feel: A bunch of dumbass people who have no point and live to destroy me are constantly going at it with me with their arrogance and personal hate. I am once again being tormented with arrogance today when I read locally, "I am the only one who is hurt." It bothers me that some people just don't care about their reputation. I hate that I get buried alive constantly by ignorance and arrogance. I hate the things I lose to. I hate that I know I am intelligent, capable, and a hardworker, and it never matters. I hate that people will not admit how hated I am and that they really do have some personal issues with who I am as a person and are further expecting me to be damned for their sake. It is the truth with how I am treated.
I've already seen another blame game today where I am being blamed for being fired "with gossiping emails." I am once again losing to some ignorant sore losers who demand that I be at their mercy.
I would say that I am probably being stalked in an imperialist way and that there probably are some particular wealthy people of America who want to sadistically rub it in they will always get their way, even when looking like Gadaffi.
I'm sick of the tyranny. I'm sick of people being arrogant.
Besides how hard it is to find and keep a job, I hate how much people take advantage of me with media, movies, music, a whole list of things. I hate the abuse people expect me to put up with. I really hate the nerve of people to think I should be damned, at their mercy, or their slave.
My workplaces have been unfair and rigged, but inside and outside of the workplace, relationships are damned as well. There is always somebody who wants to treat me like a doll and call the shots with who I date. There seriously are people who want to dictate the relationship. Some people are hardcore into making me be gay. It gets so sick sometimes with relationships as well. It makes me want to vomit how vulnerable and helpless I am with the gossip that goes on.
So, please, you're doing the right thing by showing how little other people's arrogance means. You're doing the right thing in broadcasting the truth of my cockiness. I do appreciate it.
I just hate it when I feel I can never win. The media can only do so much. I just want a job. I feel my life is going to waste because of a long list of communists who want to selfishly run it.