Life is hell. I actually have somebody I can vent over my problems with but I don't know how long it will last until I feel even more hopeless than I am now. I still can't see the architect's, what people are really up to, what people are trying to prove when they use and abuse me without my consent. I did catch on that Jon had some satire with the matrix, but I'm not really sure what he is really trying to say in his satire. He can ridicule all he wants; I know I'm not full of shit. He keeps his tracks covered in the worst of ways when he puts his abuse at my expense. I don't really have a lot to say about Mindy. I feel like people are trying to bribe me off again. I don't know what the bribe is really about? They don't want me to be angry? They don't like the way I stare at them? They want to bribe me into their conformity? Who knows. The media, Hollywood, whatever the system is really called doesn't do it for me. It obviously hasn't and the bribers are not giving up on their bribery. They are not accepting that I think they do nothing but waste my time. I did give some small credit that the media does have its benefits. Overall, I am not satisfied. It is not what I'm asking for. It is not what I want. I still don't get the system or the purpose of why I'm getting taken advantage of the way I'm getting taken advantage of. I can already tell the bribers fear me having a real job. I already see their insecurity with their tyranny and communism. I've seen it for awhile. Who is it that I need to break? Who is it that I need to expose or exploit? Who is it that really needs me to make them get it? Jon is part of the media and entertainment, but he isn't
all of it. He can only have partial blame for the shared communism.
Heck, I was even harassed by a telemarketer today who was being judgemental with me over the phone. Of all the employment rules I've had to live by while being employed, I just can't get over that people like him still have jobs over their entitlement to go from telephone operator to supreme judge. Of all the things I've been fired for and hated for, it sickens me to no end how hated I am and how corrupt and unfair life is.
I can't see who is responsible or how many are responsible for wanting to sicken me like that.
Steve, I don't think you fully comprehend my hate or views with communism and commies but this video clip with people paying their time is so hilarious. In a down to earth way, of course it isn't funny at all. But, in a different point of view, it was a good laugh. You give Russia some good competition at cruelty and hate. I wouldn't necessarily say I'm on good terms with you or Jon. I'm keeping it at being leisure with leisure talk.
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