Where do I begin?
There is a lot of drama that is too much of a distance for me. My responses to it can vary. Some responses do not mean that I am subjected to whoever is being dramatic or judgemental. I am a person of leisure that responds to people at my own leisure. Yes, I have said it quite a bit already. I know some judgement would say I shouldn't have to say it, but I know I have to say it. People are constantly being arrogant with me. I would remind people every single time at where I stand, if I had to.
Erin and Jon. There is confusion in the capitalism. To whoever the real Jon is, I will remind both Erin and Jon that I refuse to be subjected to anything they think or say. If I get forced into their slave labor, I know for myself that it never has been or will ever be something that I would be willing to do. I just might end up murdering someone for their entitlement. Who knows after I'm being provoked with such an intense hate?
If it is the babies dad, I do have doubts at literal connections. But if it really were true, I was never close enough to be hurt in anyway. The degrading manipulations are not going to work with me even if he were to be gay. (For someone to be gay is never degrading to begin with in a person's individual way. It is when someone tries to control someone else with partner choices.) I am still alright with being single.
Jon Stewart. Last I heard, he was still married. I've already said I'm still upset with past things that he has said and done. So, maybe he is just out to try to humiliate or hate me by using Erin as his safety net. Whatever.
There could be some local connections that I was never close with to begin with. I'm pretty sure one beefhead is already aggressive against me for her, and I don't know what he is really trying to prove?
Kimmel was close to accurate with Feist. Yes, I think like a Canadian in that I'm better than Americans although I'm technically an American. Her musical personality matches me in some ways. But as for timing of tears and accurate reasons of tears, it isn't accurate. I don't like how I am being presented as being the beggar. It isn't accurate. I havn't been manipulated. I don't feel like I've lost myself in anyway although capitalist pigs would frame the drama of my stories in their favor with their points of view or payed off points of view.
Still not on good terms with Dane. I can't help but be violent around him. ~shameless~
Josh? He could be taking Feist too far in symbolism and take it that I'm hitting on him. I still do not want him or to be with him.
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This SNL this weekend wasn't that bad. Of course, I couldn't stay awake, but I watched most of the show. Big Cold Play fan. I'm also getting pulled in to be curious.....I don't know if it is a manipulation to keep watching the show or what the real motive is. I don't know how much I will keep watching the show. It is more difficult to be sincerely leisure but there is always the potential to be sincerely leisure. I think me and SNL still have a Russian reputation against each other. One additional thought: One of my top baby names isn't really themed or purposed to be Italian or Tyler Perry. I would like to say that I have nothing against Tyler Perry, but in one of his last movies, "Precious," I have issues in the movie and how it was played and done. Madea is a funny character, but if I were to name my baby "Mitzia," I really don't plan on her taking after Madea. She does have a free will in life to be whatever she wants to be of course. I would never be a communist parent. But, the name isn't purposed to take after an old lady.
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From time to time I have random crushes and interests and lusts. It is hard to know what to believe about a lot of men or things people say or want me to believe. I still consider myself single. Because of my snowflake philosophy, it varies with people in how quiet or outgoing I am with others.
In another state of mind, I don't want to overstress myself with man drama.
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