So many thoughts today. While I continue to feel bothered by people's expressed "dominion," over me, it is still just all talk. I see it as expressed dominion because I feel the overbearing weight and less breathing room. I also see some arrogance. I simply voice my opinion, not as submission but as the simple quote of opinions go: Opinions are like assholes: everybody has one.
I'll start with Snooki. I really have not watched many episodes of Jersey Shore. It just doesn't have a strong appeal to me. I have taken notes of some of the characters and feel as if I should feel obligated to watch the show. I may watch the show one day, but during times of relation to me, I see it as a popular tabloid of possible and numerous matrix connections.
I don't quite get the Snooki cop car crash. I also continue to deny and be anorexic of hooker labels. I question about other Nicole's and if I should take it seriously whether or not they really are hookers. I also am not necessarily out to judge others but I may find at a later date what the writers and creators of the show may be out to tabloid about possible matrix connections.
I laugh a little at crimes and burglary. I did get in Sid's face the other day at his bar in my own way. I barely trashed the place. I did come off as threatening. I did not steal anything. I have not demolished anything yet. So, the mudslinging description is definitely manipulative and stretced to the extreme.
Black sheep fueds continue on with extremism of "virginity tests." It is another thing that can't kill me. It has some level of embarassment of being exploited to have to suffer from some extremist beliefs regarding virginity. However, in this situation, I have some degree of faith in others to support and agree with me towards the view of how ridiculous the "virginity tests," are. Of course I'm not a virgin. I'm not ashamed whatsoever. I feel like a normal human being and not only disagree with the test but with the whole idea of extremist views of virginity.
While on the subject of faith matters, is the controlling opinion of "shame being hotter than happiness." My continous, simple, and unshattered opinion in opposition is: to each his own. I'm not easily led as some people assume and usually steal with arrogance. I feel happy, shameful, whatever random type of feeling at my leisure. If I feel the need to feel ashamed about anything, I'd let myself do it in my own time. Because I trust my personal accountability and know that I know myself better than anyone, and still have my own views and beliefs, I march to the beat of my own drum. This can include feeling shameful, but there are a lot of other feelings of color that many people may never get about me. Most usually do pigeon hole or try to have some cheap understandings. I never forced anyone to be my slave to invest the time to get me. It is always a person's own free will. Of course it is an entire different story in stockholm, when slave labor is demanded of me, when I am expected to suffer for another because of simple pigeon holing.
On to politics. Mitt Romney and Obama. I have not been paying a whole lot of attention to politics this round. Even though I feel there is a lot I don't know, I still have some ideas and opinions of what I do know. I think it is extremism on both ends and I question the torture of not ever having a dream even the most simple American one.
Although I disagree with polygamy and am in full support of monogamy, it really is a tough battle to deal with. I keep my personal life's outlooks and experience with the world to myself with how I would sum up a conclusion. I still think Romney's personal belief and faith would be a hinderance and block to the dreamers that want monogamy.
As for Obama, I feel like it is hard to explain how I feel with how sensitive his side is. For some time, I have been silently observing oppression, possibilities of marxism, and how things usually evolve. In present times, I have heard complaints that are not just from black people but other ethnicities as well that deal with racism. It is still a sensitive subject, so when talking about oppression, I hate how difficult it feels to talk about it.
I know about strategies. I know about desperation. I know the lengths some people would go to get what they want and I think it can be so depressing for some people to have to either go the lengths, or work hard with either little or no payoff or satisfaction. It is so unfair for so many people with the way life goes sometimes.
It is back to philosophy of snowflakes and ants. It can be such a broad and lengthy explanation but it is the next place where my mind goes.
In understanding oppression though, I think the most effort should go towards: negotiation, reason, balance, and fairness. At the same time, dealing with the obstacle of maintaining freedom, personal space, privacy, and free will. I don't think so much should be invested in extremism as a strategy to win because even though I understand the oppression, some extreme strategies don't always solve the problem. It has the potential to create new ones while some may find relief or rest.
I don't have any final thoughts. Back to keeping myself busy..........
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