Wednesday, February 9, 2011

So many dark thoughts of politics

Where do I begin?

I think I'll start with politics. Lately, I have been a hardcore conservative and anti-socialist. I really do feel violated. Lot of philosophical ideas sprout:
Value of privacy
Humanitarianism
Meaning of background check
Meaning of motivation which leads to work production.
Speaking of work, I find it difficult to discuss. I see it in every workplace; not just one. I see the communism and socialism. I see the actual plot within the socialism to provoke me to murder in my personal life.
Capitalism is another issue. I'm not the bonified politic. I'm comparitively younger to most. In capitalism, its back to the country's breadwinner mentality.
I still hate both capitalism and socialism and am always confused at who is really to blame. I direct it at the unidentified matrix man who I cannot see the list he networks and collaborates with to get info off of others. Leading to my next point is perspective of it all: Stalking and harassment. Like I've said, job after job after job, I've experienced it. It may be supported by a capitalist fat cat. Like I said, I can't see who is to blame.
Other people call it "welcome to the real world." This is life, this is the outline of what one is meant to put up with. I have such a serious problem with it, and my anti-approach probably does have the potential to develop another kind of communism.
Entitlement has remained the key word of it all. There are so many offenses. Of course I'm offended over sexual harassment. I don't think some people will ever understand my personal defined fear of when I have to be such a fighter sometimes. I really think that there are too many people who have been given delegation to judge, but are so far from any kind of rational or intelligent judgement. The next deep anguish is the reality of financial class. The expected predicted assumption that has even had to be explained to me is how I am percieved by the upper class: When salaries are compared, as well as assets and number of friends and family, who am I to say they suck at judgement? It never matters. Some people make entertainment out of it. I can benefit to some extent of an expressed exploit, but does it ultimately change my real reality? No, it continues to get more complicated and feel more like slave labor with actual give and take.
I do not think a number of people will ever understand why I am the way I am. Some people may have relatable depression amongst themselves, but again, the people with wealth will never blame themselves for people of lesser salaries problem. It disgusts me so much that people really have the nerve of continued entitlement and personal communistic posessiveness over people. How dare a person live their life? How dare a person have a soul? How dare a person have emotions? How dare a person be alive? How dare a person defend themselves? How dare they?
It is what I say to myself in my anger while I mock the commies. Call me a racist, I really do have a sincere hate and very believed perception of communism.
Other mockeries when people have been and still are going too far with stalking and imposing their communism is my own personal interests. Some commies use fear as motivation through many routes of harassment where harassment was discussed in a previous blog. Other motivations involves sexuality and love life. People do stalk those areas too and impose with entitlement. Some really are relentless over the issue of energy and become very gungho and hardcore about socialism. My serious, homicidal rebuttal is the enablement of slave labor. It does go beyond what should be a workplace environment. For the sake of better production, people get stalked and violated. Slave labor simply put. Some people will not deny the enjoyment of some positive motivation. Some people have stronger feelings against being judged for allowing sexual motivation for work productivity. It isn't fair to the people who moreso feel violated. Why should the conservatives have to suffer for the pussies and weaklings who get babified over being judged.
"Wahhhh!!!!!!!!!!! You judged me!"
"Bastard, worthless freak, you sexually harassed me and violated me." (to who whatever matrix man is responsible for sexually motivating a person for better production.)

Love and feelings should never be forced. You can't tell a person how to feel about something. People are entitled to feel how they want to feel. But it isn't fair for someone to have to suffer.
I am anti socialist all the way. I consider it slave labor for the amount of productivity that is expected out of another. And besides that, I've been pissed at THE LIES AND RIGS which have caused me to fail.
My suggestion and alternative is to seriously let go of greed. I think it is sad and sick that some people allow the pressure of competition to overtake them that much where it brings so much communism and slaving on other people. It should never have gotten that far.
There is always some level of pride in competing. But I think when some get obsessed with winning and competition, they really do not realize the consequences that they should be responsible for. I think socialism is sick in so many ways, and I think real winning and pride should have more freedom involved. Do some people really feel like a winner at some of the extremeness, authoritarianism, harassment, slave labor that they bring on others to be the competitive winner.
Do you really feel like a winner after it is all said and done and you get the prize? Do you really feel like a winner?
I seriously think there should be more freedom, breathing room, and more of a laid back atmosphere when it concerns having pride in competition.
I think when people try to define what it means to be a hard worker, or honest worker who has ethics, the judgement is seriously messed up, skewed, aimed at wrong values of what it means to be a good worker.
I only see slave labor, communism, and irrationalism.

I believe I am getting more set in my ways. Therefore, I do not feel guilty at all when I am judgemental. I do not feel guilty when I get homicidal. I don't care what fat cat it is, I will never deny myself my soul or human rights.

I have a lot of other thoughts on my mind right now, but I think I will leave it at that and just make this a political blog.

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