As the Sarah Turns

I think I will save the Mike for last. While A-Rod obviously has a girlfriend, I wonder if he is making a real pass at me or has some crazy share with James Comey. While A-Rod has never personally been violent with me; sometimes it is the thought that counts, but actions speak louder than words. A-Rod, I will make some crazy basement slave rape out of you with an addition of date rape if you don't step back. With Comey, crime and punishment is what he lived for. He can't put a hooker label on me but he can put a partial adultery label on. I still don't know what to say to him....... I have noticed Jared around in some ways. I think he was the one who "bought the Flintstone house." In a figurative way and however it is supposed to be taken? Although Jared has already failed me in a few ways, I would believe him to be the most protective and just might care about keeping something about my truth protected...... Mike and the Pens..... I seriously don't know Mike or the others enough to know how to take them. I really don't know how to take them. I think I see a sign or two with them or outside of them, but still have some uncertainties. Because there is still a shadiness to Mike, I have to have my times of quietness or hesitance. As much as I enjoy the fantasies and affection of him, I still put myself before him. Yes Mike, I am putting my pussy on the pedastool in a lot of ways. I am paranoid of some gossip, but just don't know what all of the talk is or what any of it could be getting at. Mike seriously could be doing his every day/year routine with the hockey camp, but I wonder if he is making a pass: "I love kids." I have a little but of a laugh, but he doesn't let me in enough. Mike is still not here and neither are the rest. I know that it is still Mike and the Pens looking at me and me looking at the Pens, but I am made to stay in wonder more. I may eventually have more of my own two cents and gossip, but for now, I keep my pussy on a pedastool. ..............