Hi David

Just got through the second season of "Californication." It was sad to see the rocker dude die. He reminds me of Chris Cornell a little and a little like Justin the DJ too. lol. No. I got through the first half of "Twin Peaks." At first I wasn't sure if I got the right movie, but I guess you will be in the second DVD. So, the movie was done in the 90s and not intended to make a pass to me at the time. But since you do have some of your made up roles, why not have used that to keep me baited more? lol ha. I still don't completely understand the whole transvestite thing. Most of the time I have taken it as playfulness. I even took it as playfulness when I was hanging out with Jimmy Fallon at the time. But, there were things he was offensive over, disagreements we had, and his moments of being a mysterious creeper. However, there have been times where I was made to take a sick beating and where it was meant as an offensive insult. You have me convinced that you are baiting me with a playful compliment of being my number 1 fan. lol. It really is hard to believe that you would be so gungho sold on me. ...... I'm seeing more arbitrage and a probable and impossible gossip. Maybe your ex wants you back or you have some more women after you, or other people are confused with who is talking to who. .. Dillon, TJ, and Amelia. I was really creeped out the other night at work. I am assuming that TJ is being the biggest loyal dog for Amelia, and I don't appreciate his creepiness and probable crackhead threats. Whatever they are full of is whatever they are full of. It isn't my fault that they would keep themselves fucked in their own capitalism and shares the way they do. I'm not sorry for one thing I've said against Stacy. I was never close to Amelia and really never cared to make any kind of connection. I have no apology to TJ or Dillon with whatever bad guy they want me to be. Dillon. It really doesn't look like he is going in the direction of wanting to make the bad guy of me. He is another who has an AIDs label on him. I know I don't know that truth either and I'm not sure what to say with the baby pass. Well, I guess if it was him who was wanting to walk the tight rope from one tower to another, Dillon won't make it on my tight rope. I'm still the most interested in you. If Dillon does want to win with me and have my baby he has to be a better convincer and use the stairs. .... I really don't like it when there is a lot of gossip in the dark, when I don't know what to believe, and when I am especially defenselessly forced into making a choice when I know I am unsure of information. In my social world, it is always better to ask than assume. People do make the mistake of terrible judgments, assumptions, and gossip and the most terrible have no shame and expect everything to be a cake walk regardless of their foul mouth. ... I am so glad I have your emotional support against Dillon. It did come from Rob too. He is just as guilty in the arbitrage. I know I don't care about Rob like that though. I'm glad you care to continue to score more points with me. Although I have my hesitancies with how much of a wanted ladies man you are; I can only force myself to stay confident for you. My other main hesitancy is with the HIV virus. I am getting a physical soon. I can't help but stay attracted and clingy with you but am I in the right mind to continue to lead you on back in any which way when it comes to being in a relationship? Am I in the right mind to play with our sexual fire? I don't know how to slap myself in the face and wouldn't trust a person who thinks they could do it in the right way for several reasons. My Mecca has always been too hard for anyone to control. I have Skype now. Just recently got it and have never used it before. I don't know if you would be comfortable in having a private conversation over the web, but if you ever did want to make a better connection... Don Drapers Don Drapers, will or can they ever see or beat the social barrier challenge? Why do some Don Drapers lead on or try to go for it?