Thoughts

What a week. exhausted. not a whole lot to say. short and whatever.
My last Dr's appt upped my anxiety to be off the charts. My nest is officially ready. There will always be something more to do for the baby, but my nest is ready. What I was saying though is that the Dr said the baby could come any day now. It is in the grey area of the due date which is 2 weeks prior and past of the due date. It was scary and surprising to hear I am already in the zone of it being normal for my water to break at any time. I definitely feel I could bust sometimes, but it is just surprising. I also had news that my regular Dr wasn't going to be there and is going out of town but the office has a couple of other Dr's that I have been acquainted with. I'm having a hard time understanding why she would bail at the last minute but I'm sure I'll be ok with the other Dr's.
Besides already feeling busy and exhausted, I feel like I'm going to go through a book reading mode again. There are just sometimes that I feel like reading more than others and this is one of those times. just random talk. I'll probably be too busy but eventually get around to it.
I can't interpret or decipher what is completely going through social media right now. There is a lot of confusion and I'm not sure what to believe. If there was a hunch I was supposed to believe; it is another piece of info that is shocking and difficult to get through to myself. I don't want to know but then there is the pressure to believe something which puts me in a position where I should be embarassed. I really am lost and am not getting or understanding anything.

Nothing much else. Typical weekend with typical things I do that is alright.