Dear Anderson

Of course you know I would like today's show. I think I will always feel a little star struck and a little off the wall when Angelina is around. I am very curious about this movie that she is making. Right now I'm a little confused with some characters and math, but I havn't even seen the movie yet to understand the previews. I'm still not over "Salt," and that movie definitely did look like there would be a sequel. I think there needs to be a book with that one. Back to "Land of Blood and Honey," like I said, it is just something I will have to wait and see. Right now, it doesn't seem like I'm on bad terms with anyone, but I can't help but be a little curious if I am being made out to be the bad man. I already feel a little like I am being connected to one of the characters. And in the entire gist of the reality of countries at war, I feel a little less isolated. I think Shane and Josh may be there. I really don't know all the details of their drama. Although Josh and I were the ones with the crazy relationship, I feel upset for Shane because he seems totally innocent of anything and I don't understand how he got involved in the drama and thrown into the torture. I don't even know what happened to Josh and I don't really care to know about a lot of his details. It was when I think it was Shane's foodstamp of: "We shouldn't have to be slaves to the past." I wonder what did he do? Josh was no more homicidal then I was if he wants to demonize me or have any feud over violence or hate. He probably has committed the most hate crimes and abuse and probably does think his demonizing beats me into being his enslaved victim. Whatever.
I don't take back what I said about Maggie or Megan. Knowing their piggishness, lies, and manipulations, they probably do have a godawful painting of me being the bad guy. I will never be subjected to their judgement. Anderson, if you are wise enough to be two sided and asking my side of the story, I might be cooperative with you. It could be characters that I don't even know about and may not even be in relation to me that much at all.
In a different perspective, it is a creative way to use an imagination with some sort of analogy with the land and drama of "Sarajevo." I really have been given death threats but there have been no literal bullets sent my way. There has been a large variety of intentional torment where I may not be the only one in that boat besides Josh and Shane. Personally, I think it goes back to a mixture of pickiness, legal structure, literary structure, and tyranny, in the laws of communication. Sometimes, the communication is either just expressed or there is some domination game going on. I like how you said something along the lines of how easily people can die by not being able to get a .25 cent vaccine to cure an illness. It isn't the literal idea of how they die, it is the idea of the desperation of the death. You get some of the gist of what I'm trying to say when I think people are being desperate. Of course a disease is different than acts of violence, but still, some people want to desperately kill or damn a person over anything. You seem like you get the gist of what I mean about people being desperate and I hope you do. Being hawkish can be a tormentor, but it goes beyond being just a hawk.

In going on some other trails of thought, I think about the idea of the role of the ambassador with other nations as a whole. I still stick with my snowflake philosophy even on this one and in this instance that it is much different for Angelina or any other celeb to be giving in that way. My honest attitude has been to have some empathy from a distance, but also a little mocking with "someone will always have it worse." I'll admit the times that I make a closer connection with someone less fortunate or just have an up close view where I have more compassion and empathy in my mind or even actions. I can only give small donations. Sometimes though, it is when the wrong person or even a random person says, "someone will always have it worse," that can really make me sick sometimes. Especially when I'm not even close to them and even choose not to disclose how bad my entire life is, it sets me off to how callously ignorant some people can be.
If I was wealthy though, I would most likely be more pressured and more genuinely compassionate. I'm not trying to ruin it for Angelina at all. I've noticed she's been in that work for a long time and I know I'm not the credentialed talk show or newsreporter either. Just opinionated.
It really was nice to see and hear from her on your show. Right now I'm in a rut where I can't remember the other things that I want to say. I can't think right now. Some thoughts may be in my mind later.