So many ways the skies and ceiling have been too low. I'm not the one who should be forced to be someone's basement slave

I will always plead no contest with Justin's savage cannibalism. There is nothing to be had with a rapist fascist totalitarianism as his. Yet, I get threatened by his lowliness anyway. After all of these years, I still have the same strong frown against Kate Hudson. She knows what she did and it is a shame I should have to feel threatened for her low life pig. I know I can't beat the odds with their wealth as their advantage. I see Kate Hudson with such an extreme fascism cut throat and personal seed raker against me as a person and everything I am. I could easily see myself smacking and punching her around for threatening me with her worst vain extreme cut throat judgment. "I'm the one who is taking a fall." IN YOUR FUCKING DREAMS THAT THE FALL IS ON ME. You have money and served loyalty and that is all you have. YOU'RE A VAIN CRACKHEAD WHO HAS NO KILL WITH ME YOU SICK BITCH. I took most of my anger out on Dane Cook's kidnapper years ago against the ways he was keeping me kidnapped, molested, played, and treated with extreme unfairness. He's a person on the original list who gave me some hope in being rescued only for me to realize just how far I was from feeling any sense of rescue or safety. Kate Hudson is another sick bitch who wants me to live under her crackhead judgments and accusations. Yes she has been my personal fascist seed raker and wants to force me to be anyone and everyone's basement slave. Fuck your pride all the more Kate Hudson. … Besides Kate Hudson being the vain woman she is was the truth that some men trusted her and betrayed me for her in the most heart breaking way. Besides her vain judgment as if I wanted to be her lesbian was the judgment that she was letting my sisters sick vain judgment win as if I was her incestuous lesbian rapist. Men stood in denial that I even wanted them as if I wanted Kate Hudson's vain bastard the most. I will never forgive some men for the way they have betrayed me AND MADE ME THE THREATENED BASEMENT SLAVE TO WHAT THEIR VAIN CUT THROAT DID. Of course I'm the bad guy, and after seeing some things I have seen, I know the odds are against me and the poor woman that I am. I could care less about losing Justin. He isn't anything to lose. I'm scarred for life by the men who ever thought I should just be bossed around, judged, and raked on by their worst conceited vain arrogance. I'm not sorry to Kate Hudson at all. Buried alive and wished I would have had a hero and more justice by now. Don Jr, I don't know what pig is looking at me with Susan Sarandon and can't entirely guess it is you. Although I still scream in murderous envy with WHATEVER I SHOULD HAVE TO EXPLAIN MYSELF FOR, I wish you would have some kind of response to me: "once you are always betrayed in certain ways you just are." Whoever wants to keep increasing their staring problem with "my fall," I want to give such a serious black eye to. I feel so raped by someone's piggish and shameless no consequence provokings. Calvin to Sarah: "If there were ever any consequence, it will be given to Butch to handle.