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While I still plan on trying out other churches; I'm not sure what to think of this church. The pastor really had some good soul food, but was he giving me a hint that he already wanted to kick me out, or was it that he had no control over Denny's horror show of a stalker? While he didn't point the finger at anyone over anything, he did bring up isolating others and there is no rod I will ever take over Denny. Denny probably does still play victim from time to time, but it is a furthered black mail that people would believe in his lies of me being his willing mail order bride? I don't know who keeps continuing Denny's terrorism. While he is a weapon, he is not always the holder and shooter of the gross and insulting weapon that he is. I seriously shame the people who use Denny as their tool in any which way possible. I'm always losing to a murderously hateful unseen judge somewhere who has no sense of sophistication at all. Denny will always play deaf or a liar. Whoever else wants to keep me harassed or corrected with him is sick, hateful, and most likely jealous. While I've said it a million times and in no way am showing a white flag to the person who wants to keep throwing the worst judgemental hits: I've been stalked, stockholmed, and harassed from the start. While I obviously keep myself flattered in some ways with some of my resilience's, or flattered in whatever way, there is nothing the same about Denny and I. I am a person who lives in my own personal freedom; Denny is a person who means to stalk, harass, control, stockholm, and judge a person. It is like a horror story of a mail order bride where it's more of a blow up doll story. He throws himself on me, besides his most usual assault of a weapon, he always wants to start something with me and blackmail, manipulate, and force me to get into it with him. I've never given Denny a chance and someone should have seen him as the dead giveaway of a sick stalker a long time ago and put a restraining order on him. I do not know who is responsible for keeping me in terror with Denny and whatever sick mind thinks they can teach me any kind of lesson with Denny. I see Denny's terrorism of "Two becoming one," all of the time as if we were the same and very comparative. It's not that I even argue a case for him; I mean to rat and exploit him. He is an egocentric man who will always lie and reframe "The Two Becomes One," in whatever way he pleases. He won't stop thinking I will be foolish to his manipulations and lies. He has never been done in giving himself credit...... I think people are sick for keeping my life threatened and in terror over Denny..... I feel sorry for the pastor whether he intended Denny's stalker to be there or not. ......... This land is your land, this land is my land from California to the New York Islands ~~~~ Some people just don't get the egocentrisms and totalitarianism that exists in some arbitrages. What's to say of a person who can never seem to save their self from the isolation? Sometimes it is that person's own free will to be a snob; sometimes a murderous sick dominance is there that means to be too dominate and suffocate a person. Denny will never be done in wanting to harass me to death for the dominate compliment of a snob I give myself. He does want to play and be God. Whatever this land is my land Denny wants to sing along with: he is a dead give away of a stalker and I'm not afraid to defend myself and give another death threat.