As the Sarah Turns: My world is turning more

Signs signs signs. While my imaginary boyfriends are still Pinocchio, I know I saw a few un-imaginary signs tonight. It is NOT all in my head.... I didn't hear the Selena one. I was walking out of the stadium when I heard the name. You want me to be mad! I did take that one very figuratively, and I really don't know why you would want me to. I think the ulterior motive was: you caught me laughing and knowing I'm not mad. You want to keep me don't you? I thought I could buy my way out of slavery, but you have done caught me! Well, I'm sure I got some bondages off and gained some kind of freedom, but I won't be ashamed to admit that I know I'm crushing for you. Mr. Mike Sullivan. The One Republic "It was made for you," song had some kind of insinuation with me didn't it? I just don't believe you Mike. I call your bluff. My bets are that you and Sidney are going to remain the same Pinocchios as do most Don Drapers. While the provocation with your Pinochio becoming "a real boy," is still there, the most basic intention is still there too and only meant to be taken as the most basic intention: If you really want to keep me, you really need to be in my life and in my life in an actual personal way. While I have said I like some companionship of "the long distance relationships," and that it sometimes is better than being alone, it just isn't fair to want to keep me like that. .... I'm starting to want Mike a little more but my heart breaks over Sidney some. I'm not sure if all of the arbitrage adds up with the concussion and hopefully the arbitrage wasn't relevant to the concussion at all. I'm just not getting it. .... Besides original mystery, I'm still in some mystery over several things. I don't know if it is simple meet and greet conversation with these imaginary boyfriends or how long any of this Pinocchio story will last, but I guess I play it by ear...........