Still Too Blind

You seem to be calm, peaceful, and conversational with me who will take advantage of his trap, but I question myself, am I really making a connection to you? ............... I'm upset with just how blind I am and the number of disadvantages I have. I'm in full stress over the credibility issue. Your trap has to put up with my bitch now. The heart Dr. is on my bad side and I don't like the way he wants to give himself the credit of my Patrick Swayze in "Ghost." It was whoever the mystery cop was. As I was saying, you're still as much of a mystery meat as he is. I obviously had a little more of a connection to him than that. According to some anonymous person on msn, It almost looks like he is already married and I'm "the other woman." Either that, or he does visualize me as being a blond ditz that just doesn't get it enough, but I have a little more belief that it is the former and he is supposedly married and wants to mess around with me anyway. I HATE THE BLINDNESSES AND DISADVANTAGES THAT I HAVE. That is the thing that is driving me the most crazy. Giovanni, I'd be careful in dealing with me, because I am the reason for the trouble I'm in and the trouble that I'm capable of making. I may eventually have a better upperhand with knowledge is power and I'd be nice to me if I were you. I'll show you tricks and torment although I'm not one to lie. I'm too much of a prejudiced Canadian to often give an eye for an eye or beat someone at their own game. I'm just too good for some terribly foolish games. I know the way I run my mouth and at least I won't have to deal with someone's barbaric behavior of treating me like I'm too stupid with them, when I get to have my way with my labels and put the con man on their name. The arbitrage still isn't fully completed in my eyes because you're still some random stranger. I will call some men liars, deceptive, and robbing with the way they take the credibility and feel they deserve any right to give themselves and the right to rule and reign: Barbarians. It wasn't my responsibility that they were going to be way too confident, take themselves way too far, and become way too dominate and controlling. It is on them for being way too confident and giving themselves way too much of a right. I'm starved for someone to understand what it means to take me the right way. I understand you for the Frank you are Giovanni. While I couldn't say that I think you're too arrogant in being able to trap me with the attraction of how I run my mouth; you are giving yourself a right of trapping me. In relieving myself of some blindesses, I have no other common sense choice than to keep watching your show and trying to see my way through. I'm really lost with you and the real Pete I was trying to reach. I don't know his real name...............