Not a Whole Lot Going on Really

Well~ Well Jack, someone I thought was a senator of yours continues to give himself too much credit and credit to a she devil who has no credit with me at all. (Koala Bear reference). It was mostly David that I was keeping stared down with Denzel when I was staring at you and him both. I felt a kill the most from him at a time. David is way too shady and unfair. He lies too much. Josh Myron is giving himself a lot of credit off you too. He was most ready to be too vain and take me for what I'm worth with: "I'm not the one letting go." I'm not too surprised with the ones who have already let me down. You yourself, are still shady in some ways. I think I could trust you with the truth more than David at this point. The nerve of Paris and that dude to keep testing me like that after I get angry like that. I hate when people immaturely seek to torment like that. They're not the first people who have tested me or been in denial. He had a slight chance, but I'm not into threesomes or being bisexual either. It's been awhile since I've talked to you. You mostly ran me off one day when you were coaxing me into "sucking it" more for you. It is a situation that you shouldn't have toyed with me with. Even if you were joking; I don't think being told to "suck it," is funny at all. Even when figuratively speaking. If you really wanted, you could count this blog as figuratively sucking it, but I am leisurely coming to you rather than being told. .... David has backed off and left me alone and lonelier in another case some, but I would think he still has a serious and threatening possessiveness of me. Speaking of being lonely, I have a feeling I could be getting isolated and lonely in the worst way soon, and it isn't going to be the only instance I've out survived. Sometimes some isolation can get pretty harsh. I thought I'd have a final say and breath before I had to hold my breath again. ....... I hope you are well Jack.