Dear Lance

Hey Lance, I'm surprised to see you're still giving me a thumbs up. ha. or are you? Don't take my Adam Lambert or "cross-dressing" too seriously. I simply have my own sense of humor. Maybe you are being bisexual or gay, or maybe I'm just too overassumptive....... If you wanted to be any kind of emotional support; you really aren't winning at whatever you're trying to achieve. You most likely must need a lot of emotional support right now and it's just awful we both need a lot of emotional support at the same time. This isn't me asking to get some bitch's breasts shoved in my face either.
I just may go running today but I don't know with how much time I have. It has been awhile since I've ridden my bike. I don't know how you want to feel some emotional support. With the distance and all, there really can't be a lot of strong feelings of significance but ~I'm with you in spirit with whatever is going in on in your arbitrage and whoever my supposed senator is. ????..........???? um yeah........
If you are being a sincere cockblocker, I appreciate it. While it seems a lot remains unresolved with Jon, he is mostly in the same pattern in his abusive cycles. He wants to tell me how to live and expect me to still live and be around him with how he chooses to live. He has expected me to be subjected to his numbers of women numbers of times. That is one of his most inhumane expectations, but he has other ways of being abusive. I don't know what you hear; how you roll; or who your friends are, but presently, Kim K and I are not friends whatsoever. e-n-e-m-i-e-s. This isn't any kind of lesbian victimization game; this is serious shit coming from both Jon and Kim.
I've blogged before on some of my ideals and the games people play and leading people on. It is like people and even specifically Jon purposefully bullshit and make stories just to be cruel on purpose. I don't get all his games; why he keeps playing them; why he has been so cruel and led me on for a long time. Just don't get it.........
Wouldn't mind a distraction though if you are seriously trying to be one........... It would be cool to meet you in person; I wouldn't mind if you tried a little harder.