Saturday, November 26, 2022

Miss America (no)

I'm going to say something figuratively and personally before being literal. Personally, I think you've already bit me with your own prejudice and judgment "whatever I am. whoever I am. she is just a slut who will always be denied of being anyone because she is a slut." and then you would be shameless and blameless against your worst judgment, "so now what about your culture?" I think you have partially made me believe that you believe I'm more than your piggish judgment, but I'm not letting you land your law and your blame on me like it was my problem that you were wanting to judge me. You are an excpetional man and an unquestionable boss. You have some real excuse to your outlook and sloppy entitlement. I still wouldn't be convinced that you are a trusty and safe man and it would be nice if I could feel a better safety and trust when I'm with you but I don't entirely feel it. .... In being literal with culture wars, I have more of a simple approach. I'm too vain to have a pretentious approach as though I have a doctorate in sociology and specialiaze in cultures. I think showing human decency to ANYBODY is easy. I think manipulations and mistakes arise when there is no beginning. I think people can sometimes overthink and fixate on something and forget what it is to have a common and basic approach to a situation. I think some people want to force a paranoia into someone and they won't understand how egocentric looking they are. An individual can expect a Dr. in Sociology to have some good knowledge about culture but walking up to a stranger, you can't expect a person to know everything about every culture. It is back to simplicity and people knowing the basics of human decency. A proper outlook would be: I may not know your language or understand you but I know what it is to acknowledge you as a person and treat you with decency..... Back to talking personally and figuratively, I don't consider wars in my life to be over culture. I think some people would use it as a faccade rather than accept responsibility to what their actions are. I defintely consider myself a territorial person. If there was a person I would be jealous for as a sex symbol, I'd be jealous to be had with the "Property Brothers." (I don't mean to make you jealous. You know you have your own sex symbolism and right now I have some care for you.) I get so upset with the way people don't want to stop with their judgemental cannibalism and they refuse to get the main punchline: "I'm not your property." It is something that a good number of people will always be too terribly stubborn to accept. They want to make me pay the price for their assumption or judgement. I feel violently abused sometimes because I refuse to call he who calls his self my master, "my master." If people wanted to stay so grossly obsessed with wanting to call the shots and be their worst judge, wouldn't I kill for a safety that denies those people as my master. After being ignored, they always think it is for them to decide my life. The way I can never care about anyone. I've had my period of anger with occasional anger but I eventually just get numb. I have to believe I can find people who know how to respect a person, and be respectful of their territory. I feel there are common every day people I run into time to time that have that kind of common sense. I don't understand the people who don't have that common sense and feel they deserve their worst entitlement as "master." Save me from the people who want to call their self my "Master." Romeo save me. You be the prince and I'll be the princess. (Taylor got on my bad side with her "Bad blood" song when she looked like she was wanting to make me look like a lesbian with her. The drama was more credited to the women than to the men in the video. She made me cry over the cancer.) I hope you have a nice day my dearest exceptional isolator.

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