I also blame vices

I think there are many reasons I get depressed and have misery. Vices are another form of dominance that is a reason for such depression and misery. I am a constant victim of mind control and being told what to think and feel about people. I can cry over the Taylor Swift song "Romeo and Juliet." It is another issue that hasn't stopped because rather than have some greater communication and communication proof, there is always some distant, restraining, and isolating gossip. People just don't understand how they make me feel. "The last one was supposedly another serial rapist and there are more likely more serial rapists next in line," so the vices say. If I had an arbitrage interrupter than I did, but to want to let someone be in control of an actual real life identity in my life is wrong. I FUCKING HATE FUCKING SEAGULLS. I FUCKING HATE WHEN PEOPLE WON'T STOP WANTING REGULATION, CONTROL, MY LIFE UP FOR GRABS, AND FORCED TO BE VULNERABLE TO WHATEVER BUTCH GOSSIP IS GOING AROUND. I want to get over him, but when some Butch asshole wants to come along and make my timeline into one serial rapist after another it makes me so mad to be forced into a box or putting up with a Butch like that. Besides someone wanting to have control, they want to corner me into making me look so much more naïve and incapable to keep having their worst regulation and control AND I HAVE BEEN SO SICKENED BY THE CONTROL PEOPLE WANT. MORE BUTCHES NEED TO FEEL LIKE THERE IS SO MUCH MORE WRONG WITH THEM. Besides one breed of a Butch are other breeds of Butch's that I have seen where they won't stop with having to have some kinds of dominance or harassment over my life. They will always want to have a certain way with me. There is just no end to some people and the way they will never stop. FUCK THEIR WILL TO THINK THEY ARE SO RIGHT AGAINST ME. FUCK THEIR PREJUDICE JUDGMENT. ...FUCK ALL THE LIES LIKE I WAS GIVING ANYONE ELSE ANY CREDIT WITH THE ONE I WAS WITH. FUCK DANE. FUCK WHATEVER VICING ARBITRAGE IT WAS.