Not done screaming

I may be increasing my bravery against you in the next few months as long as everything stays the same. Good signs and bad signs but I'm not satisfied enough yet. I've been freaked out over urban dictionary for awhile. It looks like it could be your creeper there wanting to give me some relief, but it still is not a good thing that you could have been the one who has been giving me the creepy messages all along. So, you, or someone looking out for you, is stating that Paris is a talker and bull shitter full of herself, but I'm not entirely convinced of that. I think you probably did have a thing going on with her and I'm pretty mad because I think you're lying to my face. What were all of the other messages on msn? What were her sim men trying to say? Even though one was dogging her a little in public, guess WHO HE DID GIVE MOST OF HIS COMPANY TO. What part of "the company you keep" didn't you understand? While it looks like Jessica wrote another article (I'm guessing it is Lopez) and while it is worded with "Getty" I didn't like any of those inuendos either. It looks like you could be having the worst white trash "I don't care" attitude against me where you could be trying to further provoke me with whatever several lesbians as me being eye candy for you and her. Jessica could be full of her shit but if you want to disrespect and disown me that violently with your Hank Moody, than you have another thing coming for you. ...... Ebay messages. I didn't like this sign either. It seems to me that it is another pussy footed and watered down comment to "give myself some credit" It's like you wish I would drop my weapon on keeping other's credit denied. It's like any credit could be taken seriously at anytime with not just me but anybody. You're the most carefree polygamist that's too careless to understand anything. Incase you havn't noticed the many different ways I am very complicated in structured socializing. Anything can be made to be believed. Talk is cheap. I did see more wedding pics where we could be getting senatored with each other, and it looks like it is mostly us. I'm still not done screaming. The first picture with Eva Longoria was a little questionable. It looked like it could have been you or Jack, but I'm not sure if there was a strong senatoring there. While it would never be fair for me to be possessive with Jack knowing I've been sticking it out with you, he is still in some trouble with me. I can't let him win yet either. Steve Carrell? I have no idea what his random throwing himself on me is either if that was supposed to be Steve in another article. Denzel is still around keeping an eye on me and I'm glad I have his attention a little. Maybe you do feel manipulated by his presence BUT DON'T YOU DARE PUT YOUR RAPE ON ME IF YOU INTENTIONALLY LIE FOR YOURSELF AND ARE SERIOUSLY NOT INNOCENT. YOU ARE MORE SAFE TO TELL THE TRUTH THAN LIE AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I'M THE ONE WHO IS BEING THE RAPIST. Last media issue: WTF IS THE HEALTH AND FITNESS TRYING TO SAY ON MSN? Are you mad that I never kept your suck it of me a secret? Are you meaning to continue to challenge me with someone else's seduction? Are you mad at my 50 shades of grey and the way that I keep myself too innocent and clean for you to be vindictive? How dare I not do things your way to give into your ongoing cheating game or give you an excuse to slap me around? DO YOU WANT TO BLACKMAIL ME AS BEING INSECURE BECAUSE I WON'T PLAY THE GAME OR COMPETE AGAINST PARIS FOR YOU? AM I TOO INSECURE IN MY SMALL BOOBS? OR IS IT THAT I ALREADY OBVIOUSLY HAVE MY OWN DEAD GIVE AWAY OF SELF RESPECT AND DIGNITY THAT YOU WANT TO DENY OR RAPE ME OUT OF BECAUSE YOU WANT TO ALWAYS MAKE ME THE UNDERDOG OR BENEATH YOU IN SOME WAY, ONE WAY OR ANOTHER? It said you had throat cancer either way. I know you sucking it for me is not a lie. It is to your punishment for keeping me played and keeping me raped and forced into an orgasm. David, you really need to care for once about clearing up your truth more. While some men or random people could have their clocks ticking for me, I have my own personal clock where I will time out and get braver against you. I can only wait on you for so long.