As the Sarah Turns: On being Dickwhipped

David, "Georgia on my mind," was a friendly and romantic gesture. (Then there's another philanderer, Ray Charles)... What a quick and big win you give yourself with this one: http://www.msn.com/en-us/lifestyle/family-relationships/10-things-that-actually-turn-men-off/ss-BBslxbg ..... Maybe you could be pussy whipped for me in the most backwards way and wouldn't it be funny of me to take it too far as if it was you being more pussy whipped where you don't mean to insult me in another kind of way. haha. While I'm more focused on my own main focus of drama, I'll finish this trail off... Maybe dressing up and putting a lot of makeup on is too much for you. Maybe you like just the polished look and just that. lol. My work clothes must really do it for you. lol. What I wear to my other job is what I wear to my other job and I usually do wear the extra makeup for my own stripper sake. I like to look and feel like the stripper I am while being a stripper. I guess it could be a relief to you in some ways where you wouldn't have to be jealous or worry too much over other men. As for the other demands, I'm not going to remember them all. When I yell and throw my fits; I just do. And, usually when I yell and throw my fits, I'm not caring too much in being a turn off to you. When I can't win the way I want to win, I would mean to run you off. And Speaking of my focused drama........... "Georgia," was a nice gesture David, but it's not enough to make me your fool. I am your submissive and in being submissive, the dickwhipped expectations of love are not always the same or synonymous in being submissive. I'm still pretty angry, and you know what I really think during the times I give into you in masterbating when I'm not just in a submissive time but a violently care free time? 'I know I'm not winning. Tomorrow or the next 5 minutes, he's going to be playing, mind fucking, or actually fucking another woman. I am another used victim. A monogamous relationship is on my mind, and I am not ever going to be convinced of monogamy. I'm not over your terrible and sexually harassing foul mouthed comments. I'm not over your other love affairs. Your bad boy impression is still there and you are not the type of man whose love or relationship I could ever take seriously. I'm another pawn or playmate. I'm still here though in some way because I really can't take or stand your abuse and violence. If I were to cheat on you; I'd see it as dangerous and I'd only have a cheapshot of running away from you when going out and picking some random dude. I don't have enough jet power. I may eventually give into getting some anger out of my system if I CAN'T TAKE MY OWN RED anymore. And then, I'll just have to take another beating. I think my biggest and BEST rip on you yet is that YOU ARE THE REASON TO YOUR PROBLEM AND DRUG PROBLEM. Yay for me for making serious effort in wanting to be little miss perfect and little miss poster child BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE TO FUCK UP OR BE A FUCK UP. Yay my Canadian. I like myself AND IT IS YOUR PROBLEM IF YOU DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT ME OR MY BODY FOR WHO I AM. YOU ASSHOLE. You do seem to be a pretty serious fascist and are associated with rapacious fascist men: Jim and Jon especially. Jet power for little miss perfect. until then, I really don't know what.