Love laughs and oh no no no

Tom, I'm not sure if the American Idol is on your agenda. Of course I trust my own judgement and it matters to me that people recognize that I know I have my own views and confidence in my judgement. Even if I qualify to being a good, sound judge of character in your eyes, American Idol wasn't necessary what I was going for. Don't make me cry if this is your manipulation and I'm still stuck in the same rut of getting nowhere. I have demands and needs that have to be met. If it is you who is intimidating me with your wealth, it is working for the most part, but please don't forget me and what my real circumstances are right now. Please don't forget me. Please don't manipulate me like that while keeping my reality the same. I feel like you're already breaking my heart. If I am completely defenseless to this manipulation, you are breaking my heart. I would feel very taken advantage of and like you are with the rest of people who have no clue with what humanity is. How could you lead me on like that and just forget that even I won't deny my neediness. Please don't say you're heartless like that.