From the Prisoner of War

The situation has grown more complicated. I feel brave in continuing to write about it. It isn't a fair situation in the arbitrage and how some supernatural phenomena works. Although I'm not literally robbed, there is a share I'm forced to have with Kim K anyway. My responses to the situation aren't the same either. I'm still upset about the happening and it hurt me to have been threatened like that. I'm too brave of a rat, but I use everything against Zack for the way he wants to put on a friendly pose. Zack wants to act like a friend or try to befriend me. He still isn't playing it safe enough, especially after the red flags have been out. I think there might have been a moment last night he was trying to make a straight forward insinuation about something, but he leaves me guessing with just how much of an intentional liar he is. ... Speaking of, and in another subject, I would still conclude him as being bisexual. I could have wanted to guess him as being gay, but he stays a serious flirt with a number of women including myself. He mustn't want to be identified as gay for having put on such a front of interest with some women. Unless he is not playing a juvenile or sociopathic game, he looks as if he wants to see how many people he can make a fool out of. Like I'm not watching you Zack. Like you don't lead me to believe several entirely and contradicting different things with you at once. Zack stays brave with me, but not brave enough. I can only be forced to ask for it: whatever real way it is he wants to come down on me. Zack I do think you're attractive, but I don't like the way you're being identified as David, or wanting to give yourself that much of a credit with how much of a relationship I've had with you as I've had with David. David was still a sick joke of a relationship, but do you really mean to give yourself that much of a credit? I'm lost with you Zack, and you're keeping me lost. Just try me. Say whatever it really is you want to say. I bet you'll keep playing your blinding game and wanting to make me guess. I think you know there is a way I don't want you to take advantage of me, but you want to trick me to take advantage of me anyway..........(in a terrible unladylike raunchy way, I'm saved by the rag this weekend).