Justin

.....Just finished watching "Forever." I thought it was supposed to be only 2 episodes. Apparently not. ... I have been taking notes of other things I see. My overall stance is that I am waiting to see if you are going to come around and how you are going to come around. I know I still want you although you have lost some major points with me. I don't think you understand how much of an offense Stacy is to me. You think a simple and shallow comment of "aren't we both pretty and attractive," would be able to kill it. Not at all. I hate that bitch for life for her arrogance, lies, rape, and ever thinking she had me owned. I could beat her rapist pig to a pulp and to her death. I think she and others really should have put the victim competition to rest a long time ago. I'm not taking back the comment she deserves to be raped and murdered along with Jon more than I ever will. WHO THE FUCK WERE THEY EVER? ........ I know you have let me down too. I already see the choice you are making according to the show. But how much have I ever trusted what the media tells me? To a certain extent I can be convinced of something. You have given me a lot of mixed signals and this is why I am in a stand still. I know I have told you off before for what my anger has been. You really are playing with fire and danger right now because of the association you have. I don't know if you are expecting me to change as if the serious offenses I have suffered should be treated as normal everyday life, or whether or not you take any offenses against me back that you have made. ......... I know you are testing me and this is my thoughts in my stand still. You seemed as if you might have had something new to say, and I really am surprised of your attraction. It is kind of new to find out about your attraction to me. I never thought you cared or would come after me. You know you still haven't approached me in person. It was just more aggressive where I take you more seriously and I guess I don't know what has gotten into you. I really think it is more than "good cop or bad cop." Even if it were, I'm not afraid to say what I've already said against Jon and Stacy and I'm not taking back what I said against the morbid rapist pig sex offenders they are. I have nothing to hide in the worst way against Jon and Stacy. I know Ann Hathaway is guilty of lies and morbid sex offenses too. I really don't have much of a comment with Amelia. She seems to have some problem with me, but whatever trash talk she has against me I ignore. She doesn't appear to act as if she has me owned. But, if she does dog me, she can just keep talking. .......................... Justin, I have a feeling you could be watching me more than I know. I think you've probably seen some of my online rants before. I'm wondering what your intentions are if I haven't chased you off before and if I'm not chasing you off now. You really are in my head sometimes and I really liked the "sudden" way I was hit with you, I just don't know where the sudden came from? You seem to think I'm too impatient? I really don't want to be kept waiting anymore, but I'll be quiet and wait some more. until then, I'll be around our town. lol.