Rahm

Hmmm....... I hope you are still some kind of help or someone I could talk to. I really am getting upset at some other signs I am seeing. No matter what the U.S. has to say, I know I am not the corrupt, I know the bigger wronged victim that I have been. It really upsets me how much of my truth gets denied. It upsets me with the way people constantly want to keep putting things on me and me be the reason of any blame. I hate pigs Rahm. I hate corruption. I hate corrupt pigs who have no end. "Nigella Lawson." I am not going to even read about it. In my eyes, it is another cheap karma game where I know I am being overlooked and falling through the same cracks more. I will never take back the name I gave Jon Stewart: Tyrant Rapist Lying Nigger. (at this point, I couldn't second guess at him being a molester. I have never understood why he has been so psychotically and sickly evil after all of these years. I have never understood his hateful corruption or his lies. It was never my fault he abused me and expected me to be loyal to him. I was never responsible for any of his abuse and it is like he was always going to blame me for his hate or his abuse. Jon has always been the reason I can't get anywhere. I know he is being a tyrant. And I know he has been a tyrant with the locals to keep me gang raped and damned. I know I have terribly and wrongfully been reduced to nothing year after year, and what it more sicker than anything is when they come from a platform of being an encourager or life coach "when I do something good." I hate their guts so much for the way they will always see themselves as my superior. They are nothing but sick rapist fuck bags. Tyrant nigger rapists who will never know what it really means to win in life and I will always be expected to be inferior to their tyrant nigger rape. Something will always be on me, and they won't miss a spot in the most desperate way....... I still don't know why I haven't got the help or the rescue that I want. I don't know what people are trying to say anymore or whatever the fuck it is that they are waiting on. I don't know if you saw the way Jon was being sick with a group of people yesterday and was terrorizing me, but my life is still being threatened in more ways than one. I want to tell you more, but if you are not going to act like you care about me being rescued, I am not going to waste any more of my time with you. I'm not understanding why some people would keep watching and just deny there is a problem. I'm not understanding whatever the crux of the murder is and whatever the hell it is some people are waiting on.