This week there were a lot of things going on. It was definitely busy. I had some times where I just made it a rockin week. Most of it was my normal fav rock bands, but this week the music was just that much more rockin. I know music doesn't fix things or solve problems, but it can be definitely soothing sometimes, and I don't care what ppl think about that. A lot of drama that I either don't care to talk about or simply have nothing to talk about. I still have a lot of violent things that I would like to say but for now, I just keep my thoughts to myself.....
The craft show this weekend worked out well. I made a decent amount of sales and feel even more satisfied as a crafter. Being a crafter still isn't enough for me, but this year was and wasn't satisfying. (Had I been having a regular steady job with a regular income, it would have been satisfying. Knowing my job situation, there were still a lot of pains that didn't disappear.) Everything is up in the air with having a job right now. I'm keeping other thoughts to myself.
I have also made more decisions for the business. I am definitely going to make a few more gourds. I had enough sales to keep making them. I have new things to try this coming up year and some designs to stick with. I'm going to be more easy going with the time as well. Buying and making just a few things at a time. I'm going to keep making some winter things because there is still time left in the season where I will try to sell on etsy and possibly ebay. Maybe the odds with etsy will be better. There can always be next year to sell. I have a little better peace of mind as a crafter with how things have gone.
I am almost finished Christmas shopping. I have several ppl to buy for this year and plan on doing it and keeping it simple. I have too many charities that I have received mail from. I havn't decided how to spend with that yet. Definitely not a lot of money this year, but still, small amounts do add up with some organizations.
Sometimes, I miss the old bullshit blogs or philosophy blogs that I wrote where I just brain stormed with thoughts and ideas or had my own ways of talking or guessing out problems. Because of how things are, a lot of what I think about life will just be written about a little later on. Some adventerous blogs were fun but I don't always feel like being adventerous or a risk-taker. Still spontaneous and leisure at just about anything though.
