I'll start off with the bigger issues.
I put a simple statement on a couple of applications that some of my work reasons for leaving was due to "issues of socialism in the workplace." If I could have a different definition that wasn't attached to either or, I'd say it. I could give the most refined definition and say the truth that it is rigged, racketed, and corrupt, I would. There is no possible way in my vulnerableness that I feel I could win in a court case. I think unless I have won a court case, my best route would be to either blame socialism or capitalism. I heard that Trump wants to run for a presidential election with Palin, and that is when I felt maybe I'm misunderstood. Guys, I don't know who is at fault with either capitalism or socialism. All I know is that I think whoever is dictating my life and being an abusive control freak, is really letting an intelligent mind go to waste. Its harder to meet future work expectations if there was better employment because of the abuse I've experienced. All I know is, whoever is in charge, is a piss poor leader. Extreme authoritarian and judgemental issues.
The next issue is "The Duke Powerpoint Presentation." That is nothing but a lie. I'm not afraid to prove myself is someone really wants to take that B.S. seriously. I think it is saved in my hotmail account if anyone wants me to email it to them to see how "corrupt" my powerpoint is that discusses the topic of hypnosis. People are so desperate.
Lastly is random thoughts of the day. I tried a different flea market out. I should have trusted my intial instincts, but I wanted to give it a shot anyway. It just didn't work out. I'm uncomfortable there, and there really isn't that many people that come through.
To at least be a little fair to some other people, even though I know the criticism is probably said out of hate or callousness, I could challenge myself more with different knitting designs. Again, I don't beat myself up for it because I know that I don't yet have the money to pay for the class. But I have had a couple of people say that they are either capable of making a scarf themselves, or that their grandma or mother can make them one.
I really don't think my scarves are that bad. I'm cutting back on table numbers as well. I've yet to sell one mosaic and I give up spending another 5 bucks on a table that doesn't sell. Maybe when my unemployment check starts coming in I will, but until then, I think I'm only using 5 bucks on one table. I have found a place that I think will take my mosaics on a consignment deal.
The downtown flea markets are better and I think I will stick to just those on Sundays.....
